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15th May

as usual , had assembley then went for chinese enrichment .
slack during the whole chinese enrichment and went recess . simin dun dare come cause she paiseh or something :/ then after that had some maths thing at the canteen .
den weixiang was disturbing min ; kept talking in malay ; so funny :/
then after that sat at the table with min, weixiang, xavier and nikolai .
weixiang was making min laugh then still went into girl's toilet ; he really went in :x
then had HCL ; my phone rang 2 times cause i forgot on silent. then after that cabbed to jec ; dropped min at clementi . the taxi driver dun know where is jec ? dumb :/
then after that meet karin , xiaoxi , kaiyan and xiangling in kfc
then saw rachel , regine and celine .
we went to take neos and the xiangling anyhow design . ><>maybe there are somethings i did wrong , forgive me will you ?
to ~~
maybe you are angry with me cause you thought i snatched away your friend , i cant stop you from thinking this way . no one is perfect , dun you agree ? i dun wan to critisise you or anything i just want you to know if there is this one day - i hope we still can become friends and this time true friends ah . :x thanks : )

to ~~
maybe i shouldnt even ask you cause we arent that close . i dunno whose words do you want to listen to but no matter what i still hope we are friends : )

to~~ and ~~
thanks . i love your . hope we are still good friends ?
do i have the right to say so?
sorry , i knew i changed alot but i promise i will talk to your more often kay : ) and be like last time

to ~~
i changed alot after i hanged out with you?
i also dunwan anybody to hate me . you wont want too right so yeah maybe we should apologise to ~ ?

to ~~
this crazy girl , a while nikolai , hongming (?) , aloysius and shawn . make up yr mind?!?!
lawls . :X

to ~~
time will make us forget each other . : )

to the rest of the people
takecares and loves. : )

if only friendship and love could be bought with money , how great would that be ?



♥ love was never tht easy all i get was hurt. with me
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tell me truthfully , can love really give people happiness ?
why is it wrong loving someone ?
to ~~~
give me some more time pls :x i will try and forget you : )

i dunno what wrong with me . sometimes i wish i could just take the world with me and run . bleahs :/
if only i was not born into this world , everything would be perfect .
but im strong , i wont cry ; even if i do , no one will know cause no one will see my tears .
i was stupid to do all that things but can time turn backwards to let me change ?
can time really heal my pain ?
love is just a game , is it really true ?
whenever i hear your voice ,i start thinking of you <3.

Hongster never die,Tiongxim first to die,Forever is a lie
my courage is gone ; gone forever .
well, sometimes , i still do think of you but when time is up , i will still have to let go .

it gonna be over soon . time will heal the pain and make me forget everything : )

♥ love was never tht easy all i get was hurt. with me
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14th May
Today was equally boring : (
as usual , simin was making me laugh during assembly :/
During english , me , min and simin was playing with make-up .
BBT also didnt care ,she cant be bothered : )
Recess was super boring .
then went back to class, me and min bought tibits .
then matthew and eugene see also want but min dunwan give :x
if you want to know the reason , go to her blog .
Literature sat with min then xavier came cause simin pangseh us go talk to boys :/
then went hall for some crap thing ; boring can .
then cab back to min's house . the taxi driver is DUMB :x .
then mrt-ed back to school , simin pangseh us again , go find dunno who.
then actually wanted to go to the clementeen idol but never go so in the end went koufu with min.then went home : )
actually simin wanted to give aloysius a love letter but in the end never cause she dun dare.


why does it seem we are drifting further and further ? Can anyone tell me why .
i know there is nothing called friends forever but why cant we treasure each other for now until never we meet again ?






♥ love was never tht easy all i get was hurt. with me
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13th May .
aw , today was boring .
Had assembly and simin was making me laugh .she was doing stupid actions (?).
then sat with min and simin today .
simin crazy about boys , yeah simin ?
aloysuis body sexy :/
cindy and rachel asked me if i still like eugene ?
the answer is NO : )
i watched porn cause its nice and nothing do mah. im not horny .
anyway , min thanks for the porn : )
the oral sucks . i dunno what the teacher was talking :/
min , claris and me waited for jinwen to finish .
we went Koufu eat then , we mixed the soup until dunno become wat . =_= .
then , jinwen went to do x-ray and claris went back .
went to playground with min .
after a while, went back : )
after that , went westmall and home : )
was chatting with louis , hunk ,kenzi ,fiona,laopo and darling : ) they rocks.
but today sucks la , seriously . i flunked my history : (
my other subjects , i passed just by a few marks : (.
confirm , tio scold by my mum, so i dun intend to reveal my results now : )




maybe you hate me , but i am not going to do the same . hating needs energy kay .
dun look at me like you saw a ghost cause i dun like it : )

♥ love was never tht easy all i get was hurt. with me
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